My family couldn’t even go out for a meal to celebrate my Dads birthday tonight, because of me. I can’t even sit down tomorrow and have a family breakfast. I ruin everything, what the hell is wrong with me? Why can’t i just be normal! For three friggin years I’ve been this way, and I’m ruining every one’s lives. I just want to end it.
I would love to see your progress blog
In your ask (:
same height wooo!
could i please get the password to your progress blog? :)
In your ask!
Just wanted to let you know, that your body is gorgeous already!
A lot has been happening lately, lots of tears, but I’m currently on spring break, I’ll still be working hard but it gives me a chance to work on myself, and sort myself out. I had a session with my Dietitian yesterday for the first time since last November (when I was at my lowest weight). The session went really well, and we talked about what we’re going to do after I come back from my vacation next month. For the time being, I’m going to do my own thing, basically I’m eating two cereal bars a day, and then either soup or one piece of fruit for lunch. Yes I know I’m going back to my old ways, but the truth is, right now I can’t even fit into my clothes, I can’t believe that just a few months ago I was size UK 4 (US 0) I miss being like that, and although I know it wasn’t healthy, I don’t have time right now to go the healthy way, I hope you guys can understand, I know that some of you won’t, but I need to be able to fit into last years summer clothes from last year.
Today was my first day doing ‘my own thing’ and I already can see a difference, it’s crazy, but when I did this last year, I lost like 14lbs in less than two weeks.
Sorry for those of you that don’t want to hear this, but just know that after my vacation, I’ll be working hard and going the healthy way. I promise.
Please support me.
Doing a few posts tomorrow on my favourite weight watchers recipes of the week.
Get your shopping lists ready!
This.
I was wondering how long you have been in recovery for? What is the most challenging part of the day for you with your recovery?
I go through fazes, One day I’ll decided that I’m going to try and recover, and then the next day I’m back not eating again, it’s a constant battle, and the more I keep pushing to get healthier, the worse it gets at the moment. I feel it’s where I’m at right now, I have no time to concentrate on myself and my recover, so I keep getting frustrated that I cant change, which makes it all worse.
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Crying right now, at how ill I look in pictures, but at the time, I felt so obese. It’s so sad that I put myself through all this.
Epic fail.
